

I swear I canapos;t stand this place, and whatapos;s becoming of me the longer I have to stay. I want to think all unthinkable things and say what I shouldnapos;t say, I need a change. With that said Iapos;m leaving today, Iapos;ve got some concrete ideas, and theyapos;ve been paving my way towards all the downtowns and urban decay. Thereapos;s so much life in these bricks, thereapos;s so much buildings can say.
A new experienced me will be coming back on rusty limbs and bloody knees.
Enough with the cheesy lyric citing.
Iapos;m moving to Memphis. Yep, thatapos;s right, Iapos;m moving in with Ethanapos;s parent. Itapos;ll only be for 7 weeks. I havenapos;t told my mom yet. I really want to go to Ethanapos;s family day and graduation, and me and his mom talked about it. If I go there we can DRIVE to his family day and graduation. She was going to pay for me and Shaina to fly out there to stay from Nov. 20 to when Ethan gets done which is Dec. 18th. I honestly donapos;t want to be stuck in Memphis for 4 weeks without my car, so Iapos;m going to drive. And I decided to just go early. I dunno, Iapos;m sick of this city, and if any of you have ever been to Memphis itapos;s GORGEOUS during the fall and winter. Itapos;ll be a 2 day road trip, just me and Shaina. Ethanapos;s mom actually seems sincere about it, she is really excited about us coming out. Sheapos;s been trying to get me to since Ethan left. Thereapos;s a lot of kids stuff to do in Memphis, and I would actually try to have a decent relationship with my mother in law. Our relationship has been really rocky, but now that Iapos;m pregnant she seems to see me differently.
Iapos;m excited. I really need a change. Iapos;m going to sell everything, not that I really have anything. Just a crib that Shaina doesnapos;t sleep in, and Iapos;m going to reduce the amount of toys we are taking. Other than that my momapos;s apartment is bug infested so I donapos;t want to take anything.
I weighed the pros and cons. Itapos;ll be good for Shaina. We donapos;t have a kitchen table here, and Shaina will have her own room. Plus, itapos;s only 7 weeks, Iapos;m sure we will pack it full of fun stuff. They have backyard burger, and we do not. I will be able to see Ethan for both of his big events, and then he will be able to meet his sisterapos;s new baby. I can maybe salvage my relationship with his family. I can go shopping a lot for sale stuff, because well, thatapos;s what I do with Ethanapos;s mom. :) I can actually buy some stuff for our new place and have somewhere to store it that is not bug infested. Ethanapos;s mom said she would help me buy Shaina some clothes, since the weather there is totally different (itapos;s still 87 degrees here, and itapos;s like 45 there).
Iapos;m totally looking forward to this. Iapos;m probably leaving on the 1st or 2nd. Ethanapos;s mom is going to buy me a prepaid phone, because she doesnapos;t want my pregnant ass to drive across the country alone with a 2 1/2 year old with no phone. I figure Iapos;ll buy a few books on CD, and enjoy not having to do anything but drive for 2 days.
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