So Iapos;m pretty sure that this sluggish, tired feeling i have right now has more to do with just the fact that i havent slept yet. The simple truth is that i have been feeling this for longet than just a few hours. I think that it comes from the weight of the fact that i need to grow the fuck up pushing down on me. I came out to my big brother and sister this week. This is rather monumentous in my life. I have never told them before, try as i might, i just couldnt. The simple fact is that this place, this dorm, this school; it is my safe place. I can grow up here, safely nestled in my place, and not have the terrible fear that i would elswhere. This is my catalyst, and that i can use it to such an advantage is new and overwhelming. I keep freaking out about school. Im afraid of midterms, and i have two today. I still havent been to bed. I dont think im going to. If i do i wont wake up in time for my tests. I woke up yesterday, with a note mo my desk telling me that someone had to come into my room and shut off my alarm because it was disturbing people. I woke up at 4. This means i was asleep through the alarm, and the entry of my room.
lets hope i dont lose my mind.
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